PRETTY PENNIES

I haven’t posted anything on here for like a week so I thought it was long overdue.

“When I was a kid I inhaled frequently. That was the point.”
- Barack Obama quote on Marijuana

Barack is a funny dude. This kind of looks like he’s mocking Clinton, which is pretty hilarious. Many of the presidents of the past have left good comments on the Marijuana plant, or as they put it, Hemp plant. They had HUGE expectations for this plant. It was supposed to make us rich and powerful. All it is doing now is incriminating people and putting them into jail. Fuck you. 

Since when was I a ghost? Creative situations disappear without notice and it will come back. Oh, it will come back. If I know anything, it is this: 

To get noticed you have to be everywhere. Literally, everywhere. With every turn on a page, rounding a street corner, looking through an isle and at every glance, you will see my fucking name. With the trembling of my hands and the anger building up inside of me, I have the power to do anything on this earth. Noone stopping me, noone in my way, but just on my own path.

The path is fucking difficult, or at least the one I follow anyways. In it for the sake of helping someone in need. Sure, I find happiness in it, but I find happiness in a lot of things. I find it in just being alive, being the only one in this world to know the true you, the scenery that builds up in your memory on the car rides to nowhere and back, the look on your face when we have a conversation, the whispers that come off of your lips, and the goodbye that seems so long with the count down of the next time I’ll see you again. 

Some of you probably read my shit and think of me as being an emotional faggot, but fuck you. At least I have the balls to let people know the real me, and at least I got a good enough education to read and write. You can’t be yourself hiding behind other peoples opinions and the fear of being known for what you believe in. For the last 18 years, I’ve always been an open book for people to judge. Judgement that has put me at the place I am today. 

The honest truth makes you mad. You can’t take a joke. Everything I said has made no sense to you. Move on.

I have defiantly been sleeping more than 12 hours daily. For some reason, that just doesn’t seem good. Fuck it.

If you can’t sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there worrying.  It’s the worry that gets you, not the lack of sleep.